With such an attitude—a view of both the good things and
the bad things in the world—it is possible for us to have and to live an
Orthodox world-view, that is, an Orthodox view on the whole of life, not
just on narrow church subjects. There exists a false opinion, which
unfortunately is all to widespread today, that it is enough to have an
Orthodoxy that is limited to the church building and formal
"Orthodox" activities, such as praying at certain times or making the
sign of the Cross; in everything else, so this opinion goes, one can be like
anyone else, participating in the life and culture of our times without any
problem, as long as we don't commit sin.
Anyone who has come to realize how deep Orthodoxy is, and
how full is the commitment which is required of the serious Orthodox Christian,
and likewise what totalitarian demands the contemporary world makes on us, will
easily see how wrong this opinion is. One is Orthodox all the time every
day, in every situation of life, or one is not really Orthodox at all.
Our Orthodoxy is revealed not just in our strictly religious views, but in
everything we do and say. Most of us are very unaware of the Christian,
religious responsibility we have for the seemingly secular part of our
lives. The person with a truly Orthodox world-view lives every part of his life
as Orthodox.
Let us, therefore, ask here: How can we nourish and support
this Orthodox world-view in our daily life?
The first and most obvious way is to be in constant contact
with the sources of Christian nourishment, with everything that the Church
gives us for our enlightenment and salvation: the Church services and Holy
Mysteries, Holy Scripture, the Lives of Saints, the writings of the Holy
Fathers. One must, of course, read books that are on one's own level of
understanding, and apply the Church's teaching to one's own circumstances in
life; then they can be fruitful in guiding us and changing us in a Christian
way.
But often these basic Christian sources do not have their
full effect on us, or don't really affect us at all, because we don't have the
right Christian attitude towards them and towards the Christian life
they are supposed to inspire. Let me now say a word here about what our
attitude should be if we are to obtain real benefit from them and if they are
going to be for us the beginning of a truly Orthodox world-view.
First of all, Christian spiritual food, by its very nature,
is something living and nourishing; if our attitude towards it is merely
academic and bookish, we will fail to get the benefit it is meant to give.
Therefore, if we read Orthodox books or are interesting in Orthodoxy only to
gain information—or show off our knowledge to others, we are missing the point;
if we learn of the commandments of God and the law of His Church merely to be
"correct" and to judge the "incorrectness" of others, we
are missing the point. These things must not merely affect our ideas, but must
directly touch our lives and change them. In any time of great crisis in
human affairs—such as the critical times right in front of us in the free
world—those who place their trust in outward knowledge, in laws and canons and
correctness, will be unable to stand. The strong ones then will be those whose
Orthodox education has given them a feel for what is truly Christian,
those whose Orthodoxy is in the heart and is capable of touching other hearts.
Nothing is more tragic than to see someone who is raised in
Orthodoxy, has a certain idea of the catechism, has read some Lives of Saints,
has a general idea of what Orthodoxy stands for, understands some of the
services, and then is unaware of what is going on around him. And he gives his
children this life in two categories: one is the way most people live and the
other way is how Orthodox live on Sundays and when they are reading some
Orthodox text. When a child is raised like that he is most likely not going to
take the Orthodox one; it is going to be a very small part of his life, because
the contemporary life is too attractive, too many people are going for it, it
is too much a part of reality today, unless he has been really taught how to
approach it, how to guard himself against the bad effects of it and how to take
advantage of the good things which are in the world.
Therefore, our attitude, beginning right now, must be
down-to-earth and normal. That is, it must be applied to the real
circumstances of our life, not a product of fantasy and escapism and refusal to
face the often unpleasant facts of the world around us. An Orthodoxy that is
too exalted and too much in the clouds belongs in a hothouse and is incapable
of helping us in our daily life, let along saying anything for the salvation of
those around us. Our world is quite cruel and wounds souls with its harshness;
we need to respond first of all with down-to-earth Christian love and
understanding, leaving accounts of hesychasm and advanced forms of prayer to
those capable of receiving them.
So also, our attitude must not be self-centered but reaching
out to those who are seeking for God and for a godly life. Nowadays, wherever
there is a good-sized Orthodox community, the temptation is to make it into a
society for self-congratulation and for taking delight in our Orthodox virtues
and achievements: the beauty of our church buildings and furnishings, the
splendor of our services, even the purity of our doctrine. But the true
Christian life, even since the time of the Apostles, has always been
inseparable from communicating it to others. An Orthodoxy that is alive by this
very fact shines forth to others—and there is no need to pen a "department
of missions" to do this; the fire of true Christianity communicates itself
without this. If our Orthodoxy is only something we keep for ourselves, and
boast about it, then we are the dead burying the dead—which is precisely the
state of many of our Orthodox parishes today, even those that have a large
number of young people, if they are not going deeply into their Faith. It is not
enough to say that the young people are going to church. We need to ask what
they are getting in church, what they are taking away from church, and, if they
are not making Orthodoxy a part of their whole life, then it really is not
sufficient to say that they are going to church.
Likewise, our attitude must be loving and forgiving. There
is a kind of hardness that has crept into Orthodox life today: "That man
is a heretic; don't go near him;" "that one is Orthodox, supposedly,
but you can't really be sure;" "that one there is obviously a
spy." No one will deny that the Church is surrounded by enemies today, or
that there are some who stoop to taking advantage of our trust and confidence.
But this is the way it has been since the time of the Apostles, and the
Christian life has always been something of a risk in this practical way. But
even if we are sometimes taken advantage of and do have to show some caution in
this regard, still we cannot give up our basic attitude of love and trust
without which we lose one of the very foundations of our Christian life. The
world, which has no Christ, has to be mistrustful and cold, but Christians, on
the contrary, have to be loving and open, or else we will lose the salt
of Christ within us and become just like the world, good for nothing but to be
cast out and trodden underfoot.
A little humility in looking at ourselves would help us to
be more generous and forgiving of the faults of others. We love to judge others
for the strangeness of their behavior; we call them "cuckoos" or
"crazy converts." It is true that we should beware of really
unbalanced people who can do us great harm in the Church. But what serious
Orthodox Christian today is not a little "crazy?" We don't fit in
with the ways of this world; if we do, in today's world, we aren't
serious Christians. The true Christian today cannot be at home in the world; he
cannot help but feel himself and be regarded by others as a little
"crazy." Just to keep alive the ideal of other-worldly Christianity
today, or to get baptized as an adult, or to pray seriously, is enough to put
you into a crazy house in the Soviet Union and in many other countries, and
these countries are leading the way for the rest of the world to follow.
Therefore, let us not be afraid of being considered a little
"crazy" by the world, and let us continue to practice the Christian
love and forgiveness which the world can never understand, but which in its
heart it needs and even craves.
Finally, our Christian attitude must be what, for want of a
better word, I would call innocent. Today the world places a high value
on sophistication, on being worldly-wise, on being a "professional."
Orthodoxy places no value on these qualities; they kill the Christian soul. And
yet these qualities constantly creep into the Church and into our lives. How
often one hears enthusiastic converts especially, express their desire of going
to the great Orthodox centers, the cathedrals and monasteries where sometimes
thousands of the faithful come together and everywhere the talk is of church
matters, and one can feel how important Orthodox is, after all. That Orthodoxy
is a small drop in the bucket when you look at the whole society, but in the
great cathedrals and monasteries there are so many people that it seems as
though it is really an important thing. And how often one sees these same
people in a pitiful state after they have indulged their desire, returning from
the "great Orthodox centers" sour and dissatisfied, filled with
worldly church gossip and criticism, anxious above all to be
"correct" and "proper" and worldly-wise about church
politics. In a word, they have lost their innocence, their unworldliness, being
led astray by their fascination with the worldly side of the Church's life.
In various forms, this is a temptation to us all, and we
must fight it by not allowing ourselves to overvalue the externals of the
Church, but always returning to the "one thing needful": Christ and
the salvation of our souls from this wicked generation. We needn't be ignorant
of what goes on in the world and in the Church—in fact, for our own selves we
have to know—but our knowledge must be practical and simple and single-minded,
not sophisticated and worldly.
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