Through the words of Peter of Damascus, while a
Christian lives on Earth, his salvation remains between fear and hope. But
humans still keep searching for total fulfilment on Earth and that from
locations or from people, when Christ Himself says in the Scripture: "You
will be sorrowful in this world." These words clearly show that
irrespective where a Christian is located, he cannot be without some type of
sorrow. There is only one solace – in fulfilling the laws of the Scriptures,
just as the Psalm says: "Great peace have those who love Your law, and
nothing causes them to stumble." (Psalm 119:165) If something or
someone does tempt or confuse us, it clearly shows that we are not relating
correctly to God’s laws, among which the greatest one is that of not judging or
condemning anyone. On Judgement Day, everyone will either be glorified or
shamed by their deeds. The Old Testament decrees that we attend ourselves
toward salvation and betterment of our soul. It is towards this that we should
concern ourselves mostly.
There isn’t anywhere that God induces us against
our will, but rather offers us a choice for our determination, and it is
through the personal will that individuals turn out to be either good or evil.
Therefore, it is useless to blame those that live with us or surround us as
interfering and impeding our salvation or spiritual improvement. Samuel lived
and was brought up by the priest Elias, among his debauched sons, yet preserved
himself and was a great prophet. Even in Heaven, Eve violated God’s law. While
Judas, living three years in the presence of Christ Himself, did not improve
even though he saw so many miracles and continually heard the Scriptural
sermons, but became worse and sold his Teacher and the world’s Redeemer, for
thirty pieces of silver.
Our failure to find spiritual fulfilment emanates
from us ourselves, from our ignorance and our incorrect thinking which we are
loathe to part with. And it is this that leads us to confusion and doubt and
various perplexities; all this torments and weighs us down into a disconsolate
circumstance. It would be good if we were able to understand the simple words
of a holy father: "If we humble ourselves, and not mentally roam all over
places where it will not improve us and maybe make us worse, we will find peace
in every situation."
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